finally! block test is done~~~~~~!!!!! -.-
burning the midnight oil, studying like nobody's business, cramping my head and knocking my head over questions that i was unable to ans when I had the ans right infront of me.
5 days of intense torture is finally over...for now. lols. ok i'm getting pessimistic. but then again, there isn't much to be optimistic about.
hoho my blog has become my main medium to channel my sorrows and thoughts.

i've got a confession to make.
i'm messing up my life with this new PS3 game my dad just bought for us kids to play. Final Fantasy 13. oh dear. i'm getting addicted to it and bringing myself back to the bad old days of being a video game addict. though i'm not implying that i spent 90% of the time playing during the block test period.
it's such a hard challenge to fight back an old indulgent(?) that has come to haunt me once more. Deceiving me, playing tricks with my mind, telling it that i still have time, that i need a break, that i am not putting the game as my top priority as long as i did the other impt stuff as well on the same day. so it's somehow telling me that well..it's okay.
even though i have a good idea of its repercussions because i've experienced it myself in the past, my heart and mind just dont want to recognize that those consequences are truely consequences that can ruin my life all over again.
things that give temporary comfort but harm on the long run. when will i ever learn?
O Lord help me >.>...